All right, so the situation is this - when I'm not at college, I still live with my parents to avoid paying for my own housing. They absolutely despise video games and like to treat me like an 8 year old child, so they put on a curfew for my brother and I, and get super pissed when I don't follow it. I would honestly not want to deal with that, so I apologize for leaving. I forgot about it because it's a stupid fucking rule and I hate it, but they do let me live here.
Yeah I know. You usually don't post with such viciousness. In any case, it's always a battle of trying to keep myself from wanting to beat people down for perceived slights, more or less. It's hard to do, but I've been trying.
People say I need to chill out because my reactions are often over the top, I get that. The problem is, it's hard to mediate my responses when people are either being stupid or are being toxic to me back. However, if you've noticed, I always try defusing arguments now within 3-4 posts. It's something I'm working on, but getting pissed off at me is not a good way to get me to stop. I hope you understand that.
If you're so tired of seeing my posts, there's a nifty little forum tool called the ignore button just for that purpose. As for instigating fights - no. I don't instigate anything, at least on purpose. Defensive? I'll tell you the alternative - either I sit down and take whatever's thrown at me or I do as I'm currently doing - defending myself. Dak, you're not a mod. I don't care what you would've done. I'll leave my business to my own, and I advise you do the same.