I'm just forewarning you guys that you may need to be patient with me for a while if this doesn't get updated and if I don't reply to any of your questions.
We got the worst news tonight about probably the most important member of my family; my grandma. I won't go in to details, but right now the family needs each other more than ever. I'm going through a hell of a lot, and I don't what the fuck I'm going to do when we lose her.
I may find that I need to escape from it all, push myself as hard as I can in to some activity, such as games, helping out, etc. but I don't know.
I'm telling you guys because, well I don't know. I guess I just want to speak, even if there's no-one receiving my words. I'm just looking at words on the screen, and there's no-one there filling up with tears as I stumble with what to say.
Please keep asking questions, coming up with answers and linking threads so that I can add them all in, and please above all else let that person you care about the most know just how much they fucking mean to you.
Many thanks to Cpt Slaugh7er (xboxachievements.com) for the signature!
R.I.P. to the most wonderful person to have ever lived; my Nanna. 03/11/1932 - 06/10/2013. You will be forever remembered, and forever missed. I love you so much.