Yep. I hate games. I can't stop playing them. In the past month I've spent over 136 hrs playing Halo Reach, plus all the other games I play on PS3 and Steam. I'm addicted but I can't stop. Life is so Fucking crap and boring. I haven't had a `full time job for almost 2 years. I cant work. I have panic attacks whenever Im around people. fucking hell, Fucking hell. Ahhhhh! I know this thread is pointless. I'm sorry, I just need somewhere to vent.
On top of the anxiety, Im depressed all the time, Im overweight and I have ADD. I just want to cry or scream or something. But WTF is the point? I'm so lonely. Fuck. This post is boring now. Fucking ADD. Life sucks I suck, you're awesome. Why can't I be like you? Because Im to fucking lazy. Damn it.
Say im and Emo twat, I don't give a shit. Cause nothing fucking Matters!
How do you do it? How do you get through Life? This world is so fucked up, whats the point? What is your reason for living? Please tell me. I can't stand just drifting through life.
I have a 166 IQ. Thats better the 99.9% of the population. Bet you can't tell that from my post. I could got to college or university or whatever but why the fuck should I? I can't stand being around people. Take a course from home? ADD remember? I'd get bored and go play Video Games.
I live on my own, Have for over 2 yrs. My parents split up Fuck my Dad and Im not living with my Mom. I lost my job 5 months after I moved into my place. Thank fuck I live in Canada. My Anxiety and Panic attacks are so bad there classified as a disability here in Canada so the Government gives me enough money to get by. Well, It would be enough If I didn't waste It all on FUCKING VIDEO GAMES!!
Whatever. Its all good. I love me, Im awesome. I wouldn't change a thing! Happy Happy Joy Joy Right?